Life for me is a little rocky but nothin I can’t handle. Some days I got a lot going on and others I got ziltch..
Working on the Night shift can be hard. Its only for a few people. Its been hard on my social life. Seeing friends is hard to do when your up and ready to go do stuff, they are ready to go to bed and vice versa.
I got a trip to con I’m going to in a few weeks. Realy nervous, I have never been out of state befor all on my own.
My lil bro is graduating out of basic from the Navy. I’m so proud of him, and wish him the best of luck. I miss him so much..
And there is some one I miss a lot too. If your reading this. I know I may not say it every day but I do miss ya. We had our talk and we know were we stand, but some times I find my self thinking about and I just can’t get you out of my mind.. you have been a great person in my life and I thank you for that. Hope we can get togeather for some more Archer and Ice cream! I want to see you so bad.
At work I’m still a temp.. been working there for almost three years. Some days I just want to quit, but I’m to determined to quit.. maybe its all I got going for me right now.. I want to go to school but people tell me to just get a loan and I don’t want to do that.
“Time makes all things possible.. I can wait.” One of my favorite quotes.
I’m trying to loose weight. Iv cut out sodas and fast food.. mostly. I have been making a efort to eat better some times I slip and I get a pizza and or beer. I have been hiking about once a week to this near by ‘mountain’ in my city. People say I look better but I don’t feel it. Its part of working nights, it dose a number on ones health. Like not seeing the sun, so I’m alwase feeling gloomy and tired. Which makes it hard to even want to work out, cook, clean, and do any think. I’m alwase tired..
I’m trying to find God in my life, and I need to make a better efort in finding him. I have been a sceptic or agnostic about the subject for a long time. But I have been thinking, there might be some thing behind all this. I need to find him but my sins are heavy and I need to learn to let it all go.
So that is my life as of now. Thanks for taking to time to read this!